"I am just... I am tired, Professor Ramsey. I am tired of being the only one who has to sit out of things." He blinked back some tears. "It is torture watching everyone have fun around you, and know you cannot join in with it. Like you are this freak amongst freaks."

He was trying so hard to force himself not to cry. He never told anyone how he felt about his disabilities, before. He just put on this brave face and focused on other people's happiness, rather than his own misery.