"I thought you wanted to be my friend. An actual friend." Alisa fought to keep her composure. She was shaking, and her hands were balled up into fists at her side. "You would not have given me any mixed signals. You told me flat out you were interested in someone else and I got that! I am not stupid enough to try and get you back! You did not have to..."
Her hands were shaking, now.
"You know what's sad, Ryan? You are an actor, you play various roles from day to day. And the one role I needed from you, was to be my hero. And you could not even do that. Instead, when the role became too difficult for you, so you bailed without a fight."
She reached her hand up to wipe a tear from her eye.
"And in the role of my "friend", again... it was easier for you to runaway then take on the full role. You treated me like I was something to be pitied, and never had any real interest in talking or doing the things friends did. Instead of telling me the truth you lead me on to believe I had a FRIEND. And then... when I was hurt, you decided it was a GREAT time to break me down, instead of building me back up!"
Alisa shook her head.
"It's like you never grew up. Real men do not run from problems, lead other people on with false friendships, or kick people when they are down! You are not a man, Ryan Grimm. You are a little boy trying to play the role of one. And you suck at it!"
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Her hands were shaking, now.
"You know what's sad, Ryan? You are an actor, you play various roles from day to day. And the one role I needed from you, was to be my hero. And you could not even do that. Instead, when the role became too difficult for you, so you bailed without a fight."
She reached her hand up to wipe a tear from her eye.
"And in the role of my "friend", again... it was easier for you to runaway then take on the full role. You treated me like I was something to be pitied, and never had any real interest in talking or doing the things friends did. Instead of telling me the truth you lead me on to believe I had a FRIEND. And then... when I was hurt, you decided it was a GREAT time to break me down, instead of building me back up!"
Alisa shook her head.
"It's like you never grew up. Real men do not run from problems, lead other people on with false friendships, or kick people when they are down! You are not a man, Ryan Grimm. You are a little boy trying to play the role of one. And you suck at it!"