"Not yet... not yet." He sighs, finding himself waving his hand at what he is seeing. Wait... he can move? Is this one of those freaky out of body experiences he's heard or seen on TV? Yep... it appears so. That or he is truly hallucinating. Standing up, he looks at the two Gods, rather confused. "Bloody hell... this is not happening."

It took him a moment to get himself together before looking at Ngukwa-Sikita and Raven. The look on his face is quite serious.

"I know I am constantly tested, that I am made to endure more than most people... but I am not taking the bloody easy way out. I cannot do it, I cannot leave yet, when me life, our life has barely begun." He looked back on the mess that was his body, and Ilya who was still trying to get him to wake up. "There is still so much to learn, and many journeys that need to be taken. I have to learn to become stronger. Not just for myself, but for my "star" as well. So I ask that you forgive me for turning down the offer you both grant me."