Picking Up The Pieces

[vincent_amora]

So... that was it. He wasn't an Avenger anymore. Vincent felt very uncertain, about almost everything. He'd already spoken to Bruce, and consulted with his academic advisor about temporarily scaling back his course-load. He had an appointment with Stark at the end of the week to discuss his position there. Audhild was going to be well-educated and provided for. He'd even worked out a grocery list for the next few weeks and fully cleaned the apartment.

He'd done everything he could think of, he'd been so intent on putting this off.

He picks up the phone and dials a number that he'd resolved not to for some time.

"Hello... Roxanne."

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[avengingwarbird]

This would so not be the time to point out that Joe was living with her, would it?

This wasn't an easy conversation for her to have, partially because this was the first such conversation that Roxie had ever had in her life, and secondly, because she was all-too-aware of how Vincent was in a fragile place right now. She didn't want to make that worse or, and here was a terrible thought, send him teetering over the edge. This was, after all, the child of Victor von Doom and Amora the Enchantress.

"Vincent," Roxie said, finally, deeming that maybe an explanation of her current love life wasn't exactly in order. "I expected better of you than this. Trying to guilt me this way. That's not fair."

[vincent_amora]

If Vincent could hear that line of reasoning, and if not for Audhild, he would be quite certain there is nothing left for him in this world.

His mouth hangs open slightly as the words hit him like a slap in the face. "No..." He says quietly. "That's not what I was trying to do. I just wanted to know... I'm sorry if... if that was rude to ask." He lowers his head in apology.

Could... could she be right? Was he really just trying to play her because he desired to have her back? No. He refused to believe it. He was better than that. Now, at least. He had not fallen that far.

He swallows again and searches for words. "I think... I think this is the part where one of us is supposed to say 'Let's still be friends', but I don't think I can do that right now. It... seeing you is..." He clears his throat and just gestures with one hand. "If you ever need my help with anything, you know you can ask, but I think it may still be a while before we can just hang out casually.

I don't begrudge you anything... you're just giving me the truth, so that's all I can give you. It hurts, incredibly so, yes, but... but if he makes you happy, I'm glad for you." That's the point at which he can't meet her eyes anymore. Not after the accusation of a moment ago. His wounded pride won't let him go so far as to say out loud that maybe Rogers can offer her something he can't, that maybe people simply can't be solved for 'x', but it's something.

[avengingwarbird]

"After the Kreenapping, all I had was regret and darkness," Roxie said. "I didn't think I'd ever smile or be happy again. Joe is changing that. He's bringing that light back into my life again. Things aren't so heavy when he's around and - I'm sorry, I know you really don't want to hear this," she said, cutting herself off. "I appreciate that offer Vincent, but at the same time, I don't think it's fair for you to sit around and wait for me. I don't know where life is going to go, and I'd hate for you to miss out on something amazing when you're waiting for me. I mean, you know. As long as you don't decide that something amazing is Lena."

[vincent_amora]

His jaw tightens again. "I said I wouldn't just wait around; just that if we're ever both single, I'd still be willing to give things a chance." Pain starts to give way to annoyance, just a little. He wears it like a comfortable old blanket.

However, the annoyance cuts off quickly as he's surprised by her next comment. "Lena?" He blinks. "I... I haven't seen her in months. It might make me sound like a bad friend, but she's hardly even crossed my mind... What makes you think of her? I told you, what was going on with her before we got together was just... casual. Benefits, I believe is the prevailing term."

[avengingwarbird]

"I just wanted to be clear and make sure we were on the same page," Roxie calmly replied. "I apologize if I misunderstood." She shook her head and took a sip of her drink. "Well, considering she was the last person you were with practically right before we got together..." Roxie said. "Besides, that was really meant to be more of an off-handed comment, not something serious." Although Roxie really didn't like Lena. Still. It was Vincent's life now, and he could do whatever - and whomever - he pleased.

[vincent_amora]

He's quiet for a long moment, and manages to work on his crepe a bit more. The break in the conversation's pace had cast off some of the absolutely brutal pain, for the moment. He gathers his thoughts while he finishes eating, and eventually gently pushes his plate away from him.

He opens and shuts his mouth once, then again. Finally, he just shakes his head and reaches for his wallet, leaving cash and a generous tip for the food. "No... I don't have anything else." That statement in itself rings through his head like a tower's bell. "Goodbye Roxanne. I sincerely hope he makes you happy." He gets up, bowing his head gently, and starts walking out.