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Coping Mechanism (Kassi)
Texas Marion was correct in her belief that Tommy had a way to deal with the events of the demon invasion of New York. Were he a normal man with a nine-to-five job like, say, Dawn or most of America, he might have just had a couple of beers and slept off the experiences of that day and chalked it all up to being a mass hallucination that he would never have the misfortune of participating in again. After all, the entire story was so crazy that no one would believe it that wasn't there. Even then, Tommy could have pretended it never happened and carried that belief to his grave. After the fight with the monsters, he'd thought of catching up with Joe and Roxanne and just staying in one place for a while.
Mephisto's voice in his head ruined that idea immediately.
"Excellent work, Ghost Rider. Dormammu's incursion could not have been allowed to succeed. Your...allies were of use but do not believe that they can save you from your fate. You are mine, now and forever. For now, I leave you to your own devices until such time as I have need of you again."
Tommy didn't both saying good-bye to the others and he didn't leave a forwarding number. He simply hopped on his bike and rode out of New York like a bat out of hell, not stopping until he almost laid his bike down outside of Chicago. He'd spent the last few weeks moving from town to town, taking down criminals and allowing the Rider out at night when his willpower finally failed him.
One evening he remembered to look up long enough to find himself in New Oreleans, Louisiana. He'd spent most of the evening on Bourbon Street drinking until he could barely stand and then stumbled out of the bar into the hot, humid night. He passed the crooks, thieves and other riffraff of the city, wandered beyond the canals and managed to get down to the waterfront. He stared at the water and a thought crossed his alcohol-fueled mind.
It would be so easy to just head right in and not walk out. Just a few minutes and no more Mephisto, no more sharing my body with a demon...and no more bein' afraid of going to Hell. No more putting it off.
Before he knew it, Tommy was heading down into the water.
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He rises and realizes how silly he looks and can't help a self-deprecating smile.
"Tommy Templeton. Southern guy from a town you ain't ever heard of and the guy whose suicide attempt you just interrupted. Won't be tryin' it again, so don't worry. My courage just went out the window." he said, turning to walk back toward dry land.
"Now I need vodka." he said, looking back to Kassi.
"You comin'?" he asked.
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Kassi is stunned still for a moment when he owns up to his presence in the water being a suicide attempt. She (more or less) believed him when he said he wouldn't try it again, but that didn't make it any less awkward.
"Yeah." She shook her head and moved forward to follow him. "I mean, you did say vodka. You okay with me having just sort of ruined your death wish?"
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"Vodka it is." he said.
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Kassi ran a hand through her hair and by the time they reached the beach her hair and clothes--in this case a bikini top and a short, skirt-like thing--were dry.
"Who's your boss? Oh, and are you buying or am I charming folks for our drinks?"
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He was still soaking wet and he squished a bit as they walked away from the beach and back toward Bourbon Street. It was annoying and somewhat uncomfortable but he set himself up for it.
"My boss isn't important. He ain't a very nice guy. I've got cash but...it's soaking wet. Don't worry about me, though. Have fun." he said.
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"It's cool. I've got you. You want anything other than vodka? Want to score us a pool table? Don't worry; you'll dry pretty soon. There's a fan by the pool tables here."
Just ahead of him, Kassi pushed open the doors of a bar just on the edge of the more "tourist" areas, stepped inside and stretched out her arms.
"Hello dirtwalkers, your queen has returned!"
It was cheesy, but surprisingly enough people cheered and the bartender reached for a bottle of vodka off the top shelf.
"Did I mention I'm a regular?" she asked Tommy with a grin. "Diplomatic immunity rules."
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What would Joe think of this?
"Why did you call them 'dirtwalkers'?" he asked, curious about the terminology.
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"It's a slur down below, but I'm 3/4ths dirtwalker so I not only can use it with irony but also with affection."
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"So people really live in the ocean? Even with all the oil spills and stuff?" he asked.
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"So your old man is okay with you just comin' here and drinkin'? I mean, you're a princess. Don't you have to do princess stuff?" he asked.
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Kassi nodded at the bartender for more vodka.
"I wouldn't say he's super okay with it. He's never fond of me running around on the surface and he hates that his custody arrangement meant I grew up here half-time, but I'm a lot like my dad so he accepts that I'm wild. Especially since I do my princess stuff when I need to, though it's not the kind of princess stuff you're thinking. I'm not some Disney ditz."
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He left out the part about being possessed by a demon that tended to come out at night. Like right now. The Rider was oddly silent tonight and that worried Tommy more than hearing it in his head.
"I don't know if I could take livin' forever. It sounds like a recipe for disaster."
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"So you have regular skin and other Atlanteans have blue skin? Are they okay with that down there?" he asked.
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"Nope. There are advisers in the royal service who would love nothing more than to get rid of me. They tried a couple of years ago and failed miserably."
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"Not happy is putting it mildly." Kassi shook her head.
"Yeah, they tried again last week but at least last week they did it during an authorized event so it would look at least a little less deliberate. I freaking love War Games."
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Of course she would be. She's never been dead before, not even for a minute. The living were pretty glib about death until it got close enough to see. Even then, people simply forgot about it until the next time.
Not Tommy. He'd been dead for several months once. He could still see it.
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Kassi looked at the bottle for a moment as something approximating a grim expression crossed her face.
"It's easy to be calm when you know assassination is how you will die. You live with the idea of death so close to your skin that you no longer fear dying, just everything after."
She shrugged. And took another drink.
"Fear will make you crazy. I choose sanity."
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"And everything after dyin' ain't really so bad. Dependin' on where you're goin'...it can even be peaceful." he said.
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"I doubt there is any peace for half breed Atlantean with a rebellious streak."
She grinned.
"My definition of sanity may be different than yours. You really don't know much about us undersea types, huh?"
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