"Turn myself in? Are you insane!?" Alisa stopped to look at Steve. Her hands still on her head, as she failed to take the drone out. It was really making her head hurt. "SHIELD is going to throw me in some cell and throw away the key, or use me like everyone else! Or maybe they will turn me into some weird science experiment!"
She cried out in pain, falling to her knees before Steve. The pain was effecting her in odd ways. She showed physical pain, but then her expression looked like a kicked puppy. Like she went from 200 down to 10.
"Oh God... Steve... I... I can't." Her voice was softer, like he knew it to be. She looked rather confused, as though she did not know where she was... or what she did. "I can't control it... not for much longer! This feeling... it wants me to destroy, it wants me to make people hurt. I don't... that is not me! It's not... I don't..."
She was unraveling by the seams, revealing she was truly vulnerable and weak inside. Whatever persona she created or was created for her was the one that tended to rage out of control. To bully people, to seek power, to be... something.
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She cried out in pain, falling to her knees before Steve. The pain was effecting her in odd ways. She showed physical pain, but then her expression looked like a kicked puppy. Like she went from 200 down to 10.
"Oh God... Steve... I... I can't." Her voice was softer, like he knew it to be. She looked rather confused, as though she did not know where she was... or what she did. "I can't control it... not for much longer! This feeling... it wants me to destroy, it wants me to make people hurt. I don't... that is not me! It's not... I don't..."
She was unraveling by the seams, revealing she was truly vulnerable and weak inside. Whatever persona she created or was created for her was the one that tended to rage out of control. To bully people, to seek power, to be... something.
"Steve... help me."