nextgenerationmarvel | Not In Siberia Anymore [Intro; Open to everyone at the Institute]

Dolemeck had been busy reading one of many American history books at his table in the library, when he noted that Topher and a new student had walked in. He blinked, trying to not look as tired as he felt, before wheeling himself over. He had a large smile on his face and offered a hand to Ilya.

"Hello." He spoke in a chipper voice, his English accent coming off a bit stronger today than usual. "My name is Dolemeck Night, and you would be a new student?"

Was this a new student, or a friend of Topher's who was just visiting? He then looked up at pair, raising an eyebrow as they were talking about the Occult book section.

"Aye. That section houses some fascinating books on the Pagan religion and it's European roots. There are many books there on the paranormal, including one on kaos magick!" You could tell that he spent some time in the library, couldn't you?

Ilya shakes his hand immediately, in an attempt to be polite. His nerves about making a bad first impression have yet to wear off. "I am, yes. Ilya Gavrilov. It's very nice to meet you, Dolemeck." Ilya tries to remember everything he ever learned about England. That would be 'London is there' and 'they speak English', respectively. The subject of other countries hardly ever came up back home.

The new mutant's eyes dart to the section and back and he instantly tries to downplay his interest in it. "I wouldn't know much about that kind of thing. Russian's a very Orthodox Christian country." And please, he thought, think that meant Ilya himself fell under that heading. There's a nervousness to his demeanor and a way he says it a little too fast that might give away he's hiding something, although whether these people even know what he would have to hide, he doesn't know.

"There's also a couple of books there that might eat you if you so much as open them the wrong way, so just be careful, okay?" It wasn't altogether clear as to whether or not Topher was being flippant, but sometimes it was good to just listen to the advice of the lifers.

As for what Dolemeck had been doing looking up books on chaos magic, Topher didn't want to know, though after his recent break-up with Jeremiah, Topher himself had perused the section in a pathetic effort to look up love spells, though he had given up after about a half hour. He would never be that guy. Not even for Jeremiah.

If Topher got any weird emotional pings off of either Ilya or Dolemeck, he didn't show it. (And he did, off of both of them. Thankfully, he'd been good about working off excess negative energy build-up lately.)

"Dolemeck's relatively new himself," Topher filled Ilya in. "We've got a pretty good mix of old and new here, to be honest."

Wait, what? "...I'm sorry, my English is far from perfect. Eat me?" That had to be a moment of total translation fail, because it just didn't make sense otherwise.

Books on magic were a strange idea. Ilya wasn't sure where people drew the line between magic and religion anymore, even in Russia; to his mother and his mother's people the words meant the same thing. He only knew that Russia and the United States were almost entirely Christian countries and that he was not here to make waves. He'd go with the flow as much as he could if it meant going under the radar when conflict happened or better yet avoiding all conflict.

So he took the change in topic up with ease and delight. "I didn't know there were other people who were new. It's nice to know I'm not the only one here who's a little inexperienced." And it was. As nice as Topher was, Ilya would think of him now as his better because of Topher's parents being X-Men. Dolemeck would be someone Ilya wouldn't feel inferior around. "To be honest I don't even know how to get one of my powers to work on command most of the time. But I can learn, right?"

"Eat you. You know. Like we do to sandwiches?" He grinned a warm, cheeky grin. Smiling felt nice. Genuinely smiling. He hadn't really done that since Jeremiah had left.

"We're a school. There are always new students, transfers, graduates, that sort of thing. If a mutant ever suddenly manifests, we do our best to admit them here and help them deal with their powers." No one had known whether or not Topher was going to be a mutant until his powers manifested. After all, there was no real way to check.

"Rachel - the headmistress, my cousin - will make sure to pair you up with the right mentors for your powerset," Topher said. "What are they anyway? Your powers?"

"Right." Uh-huh. He's just going to pretend he gets it but he's not sure if he's being made fun of or if this is just who Topher is. He's leaning towards the latter, though. The American seems genuinely nice, and he relaxes a little.

"That'll take some getting used to, I think. Like I said, I'm not from a big town. People didn't come and go." Except for the farmers and Chukchis, but the longer he can keep a lid on being biracial the better. It's not something he's comfortable admitting to with guys; the most prejudice of his classmates back home had been male. Women were much more open to the concept, probably due to the romanticization of that kind of thing in their mind.

"I have a healing factor, telekinesis, and, um, I sort of have telepathy. Telepathy is hard for me to work with. It only seems to work in emergencies."

Is that a bad power set? What's a good power? He realizes belatedly there's little he actually knows about mutants beyond folktales and rumors from Chukotka.

Shockingly, Topher wasn't pulling Ilya's leg. While he knew how to have a good time, confusing the new kid had never been his way of doing it. Newly-minted mutants had way too much to deal with already.

"Trust me, dude, there's a lot you're going to have to get used to," Topher said. His tone was still warm, but there was an edge of seriousness to it. "But we're here to help you out with that. I know it's weird and stuff - I get it. My mutation scared the hell out of me when it first kicked in, and I grew up around mutant powers. But the important thing to realize is that you're not alone in any of this."

Topher noted his powers. "Rachel's got the telepathy and telekinesis down. A lot of people here do, actually. It's probably one of the more common powers." Which was good. It meant that there were many, many people who could teach Ilya. "The healing factor, we've got people with that too," he added. "Honestly, I think you have less to worry about here than you think." Then again, Topher generally was a glass half-full kind of guy.

"My entire life is getting used to things right now," he replied seriously, with a nod. He wonders why Topher's mutation would scare him. Ilya's telekinesis had been useful but only scary when out of control. And that only was once, because of the sheer volume of practice Ilya's life circumstances had forced on him. Surely the child of two X-Men would be well-versed in everything. "I'm not scared of my mutation. It's more like I don't know how to feel about it. I'd like to have it under control, I guess." There was a difference in control under pressure and control when things weren't shot to Hell, and he somehow managed to have the most control when it was do or die time.

"I'm better with the telekinesis than anything else, but I still need a lot of help there. Sometimes I use a lot more force than I mean to. Telepathy, well, at this point I'd be happy with just being able to have an on and off switch for it." A long pause, before he admits, "My healing factor doesn't really need work. I mean, I didn't know I had it until I was accidentally poisoned, and I don't even have side effects from what I ingested, so. At least that part's working?" Ilya is attempting to be a glass half-full person, at least here.

"If it helps - and this is probably not the reading you'll be into - but we've got papers here by Charles Xavier, Henry McCoy, and others on mutations, causes, effects, that sort of thing. It might help you to check those out." Although it was good that Ilya's mutation wasn't scary. These were things that people at the Institute were well-versed in, after all.

"Yeah, that's the complaint I tend to hear from most telepaths," Topher said. "But the staff here is great. Between Rachel and Ms. Frost and the others, they'll have you seamlessly using your gifts in no time." He shrugged. "And, if you never need someone to practice against or whatever - telekinetically toss stuff - I mean. I've been around that stuff forever. I can be your telekinetic punching bag or whatever, y'know?"

It'd also give Topher an excuse to work out his excess negative energy so that the evil psychic entity inside Topher wasn't released again.

"I'm not sure my English is good enough for me to read an academic paper. But when I was first learning I used to make my way through books with a Russian-English dictionary on hand, so maybe I'll pick it up." It's unlikely. Ilya's education before this place was awful. Normally he would know this and embrace this as a defeat before the attempt, but Topher is just so optimistic. Something about his demeanor makes Ilya want to try the impossible. Maybe it's because Topher actually has confidence in him. Ilya doesn't get that a lot.

At the words 'telekinetic punching bag', Ilya flashes to the one time he lost control, the bruises the poor man he threw into the wall had, the dislocated shoulder, and winces. He couldn't do that to Topher when the other guy has been so nice to him despite being so much further up the food chain here. "I can push and throw heavy things. It's light stuff that's hard. I don't need a 'punching bag'. And I don't want to hurt anyone here."

His issue is excessive force. Move nearly six hundred pounds in one shot? Done. Pick up a book with his mind without accidentally chucking it across the room? No luck yet.

"But, um. Thanks. For offering."

"A fellow telekinetic?" He asked, smiling as he used his mind to pick up one of the books from the shelf, and float it over to Ilya. "I can lift a tree branch as well... just nothing over fifty pounds, yet."

He smiled at the two, his hands resting on the arm rests of his wheelchair.

"We have a teacher who's power it is to speak any language. You will be able to ask him for help if you need it, Ilya."

"Oh, you're one, too?" It's oddly comforting to see Dolemeck in action, and he reaches out to take the book by hand, not trusting himself to try to take it telekinetically. "Maybe you can give me some tips? It's fine movement and little objects like this that's hard for me and you seem really good at that stuff." He'd offer to teach the other boy how to move large objects, but he only learned by pushing something physically and adding his telekinetic strength to it gradually over the course of months. That's not something someone in a wheelchair can replicate.

"I wouldn't want to bother the teachers all the time. They already have a lot to do, teaching here." He's not worth it, he thinks. "Besides, the best way to learn more English is to read and practice new words. I have to work on that since this is an English-speaking school."

"I would like that, actually." He felt happy to have a fellow telekinetic to work with. Especially one that was around his age, from Europe, and new. "I learned how to control movement through restriction so to speak. I spent three months paralyzed completely, so I started to try and use my powers as not just a way to help, but a form of amusement."

He held up one finger and started to lift up a piece of paper on the desk he had been sitting at, before. He started to fold the paper in half with his powers.

"You just imagine you are doing things by your own hand and apply it to your powers. Just think that you are folding a piece of paper in half, remember how it feels to do so physically... then think it."

The paper unfolded and floated over to Ilya.

"Here, you give it a go."

He wants to object that he can't, he's never done anything to anything lighter than fifty pounds without breaking whatever it was or flinging it away. But there are people watching and he always does as he's told. He never turns orders down. Ilya is a good guy and that means he takes the paper with his mind even though the familiar sensation of panic sends metaphorical icicles trickling down his back.

At first he can't even hold the thing still, and it wavers up and down violently, as if pulled in opposite directions. He tries to remember the tips he was just given, tries to picture paper in his hands, the motion of folding it.

Without warning, it crumples into the smallest, tightest ball imaginable, and ends up flying across the library.

Ilya hangs his head, embarrassed and feeling stupid and new and it was a complete mistake to come here but if they give him another chance, he'll try harder. He has to bite his lip to calm himself. "...I'm so sorry."

Dolemeck catches the flying ball of paper with his mind and brings it back over. He did not looks angered or stern. He just had a pleasant smile on his face.

"Relax! There is no need to be sorry! You are here to learn, and this is a part of it." He was trying to calm Ilya down. He used his powers to take another piece of paper from the desk and float it over.

"We all make mistakes. I mean, I went swimming at night, using my powers to manipulate my legs in order to do so. All of a sudden, I lost feeling in me legs, and nearly drowned. I was embarrassed, and somewhat ashamed. But I realized I was pushing my powers beyond my own limits, and need to learn and exercise them, so I would not suffer another incident like that. And also NEVER to go swimming at night, or without a lifeguard. That was an important lesson, too!"

Chuckling, he offer the paper up to Ilya once more.

"Would you like to give it another go? You do not have to if you do not want to."

"Actually," Topher said, "the teachers here? They want what's best for the students, and they don't mind helping out. They went through similar things themselves. That knowledge and experience, it really does come in handy." In other words, maybe taking lessons from another student wasn't the best idea. Practice, sure, but the learning bits, well, that's why they had Rachel, Emma, and the others.

"One of the first X-Men, Jean Grey, was a telekinetic and a telepath herself. The school has years of dealing with it. Besides, not every mutant's power works the same way, or has the same sort of signature." There was, after all, a reason why Betsy Braddock was more in tune with creating psi-weaponry for her powers, while others manifested theirs differently.

"But like I said. You aren't alone here."

Ilya's eyes flicker between the two of them. They're not angry at his screw up, and Topher isn't annoyed he went with Dolemeck's idea. No one is about to jump down his throat for how Ilya's been acting so far - so he's actually not sure what to do. He's always lived life with intense structure. This openness is hard to comprehend.

"I understand I'm not alone. I just... don't know what I'm supposed to do now that I'm not."

He doesn't want to do the wrong thing in the eyes of either of them, but they're indicating they want contradictory things, and he doesn't want to pick a side.

"You have to do whatever you feel is best for you," Topher said softly. He could feel Ilya's swirling emotions. Topher was practically eating them up.

"And I mean that. These are your powers and your life. You have to be comfortable with whatever step you take, Ilya. I can offer advice, and so can Dolemeck, but at the end of the day, it's up to you. We can just support you as best we can to help you along your way."

Gently, he placed a hand on Ilya's shoulder. "I'm sorry. I don't mean to confuse you or frustrate you. But you've barely been here a half hour. You can take it slow. No decisions on anything need to be made right away."

That's hitting the nail on the head; Ilya has never tried to run his own life based on what he feels or wants. That's just not who he is or who he's ever been. He just wants to make people happy.

The touch is foreign and welcome. It's rare that anyone outside his family touches him; he blinks at it, but doesn't dislike the feeling. Actually, even though he can't make heads or tails of it, he kind of feels warm, looking at how Topher cares and feeling his hand on him. He's never just been one of the guys before. Is that it? God, the world is huge and Ilya knows so little about how to even have a conversation it's embarrassing.

"I've never really had a say in anything before, about my powers or anything else. I-" Ilya can't admit to the full truth. It would sound insane and he doesn't want everyone to pity him or act like he's some kid who needs to be coddled. But his SHIELD handler told him he needs to open up and learn how to confide in people. Topher and Dolemeck seem like a good place to start, even if it's only a piece of the truth and not all of it. He takes a small breath and tries again. "I don't know if the word 'Chukchi' means anything to you, but I'm only half white. The other half, my mother's, is Chukchi. So I was never really a full person to most people." He meant to say citizen, but person might actually be a more accurate slip of the tongue. "I was kicked out of school because of it. I learned my powers by working in a mine. There wasn't much else I could do, with my background."

He swallows thickly and tries not to feel the familiar nagging feeling maybe he is exactly as dumb and bad as he was told he was and he deserved that fate. "This place is everything to me. It's all I ever wanted. And I don't want to screw anything up here."

This is the place where people actually touch the dirty Chukchi. Assuming Topher doesn't yank his hand away.

"Allow me to be the first to say... that is complete and utter rubbish." Dolemeck frowned. How could anyone treat someone this kind like a leaper? "No one is going to drive you away because you are of mixed race. In fact, I do not care if you are half Chukchi or not."

People made Dolemeck frustrated. It was like being back in school in England. No one wanted to be friends with the "gimp". They would have to alter everything around to include him, so that was clearly no fun. But it was not as severe as the extend of what Ilya went through.

Using his powers, he took his sheet of paper back from Ilya and started to fold it up into a flower of sorts. Bobbi was interested in Oragami at one point and he joined in on trying it out. Once he was satisfied the flower he made was finished, he handed it to Ilya.

"To me, you are just a friend and comrade." He smiled, once again. "No one is going to judge you are treat you poorly here, and I doubt Topher or myself would stand for it if they did. Right, Topher?"

Topher felt Ilya's negative emotions melt away. He wasn't sure if he'd psychically ingested all of them, or if Ilya was feeling better, but he knew for sure that he was going to go out flying later.

Topher didn't let his hand drop as Ilya spoke. To do so then would send the wrong message, and that was the last thing he wanted for the new guy. He'd confused Ilya enough already, and made him feel bad enough already too.

Some X-Leader I'm going to turn out to be, he mused.

He looked down at Dolemeck and nodded before looking back at Ilya.

"Thank you for sharing that," he said after a beat. "I don't know much about Russia, no, but the not being considered a full person? That sounds hideous." All the more so now. If they didn't like him then, what would they have thought, now that he was a mutant as well? How could anyone deal with that?

"Ilya, I'm so sorry you had to deal with that. I can't promise you that it's going to get easier now that you're a mutant - we were outed recently, and things were a little touch and go for awhile. What I can promise you is that regardless of your cultural or ethnic background, regardless of whatever gifts your genetic mutation has bestowed upon you, and regardless of how you feel it's best to learn your..." Topher paused, looking for the right word, "craft...you're among friends now." He smiled warmly at Ilya and squeezed his shoulder. "Look. We've had members who've done a lot, who've been through a lot. Not all of it good on either count. They didn't screw anything up. Neither will you."

Ilya stared at Dolemeck for a few seconds, speechless. He had a few responses ready in case of rejection - excusing himself from the room usually worked in the past - but he actually didn't have a planned response for what to do when people were on his side. He takes the flower into his hands gently, not sure how sturdy origami is, and peeks at Dolemeck again. It dawns on him that the guy actually means it.

He looks at Topher and drank in his words, focusing on him the same way a devout person might focus in church, hanging on every syllable. He feels a kind of hope rise up in him. His father was able to look past the fact his mother was Chukchi, and see her as a person. So there must be others out there who can look past Ilya's own status and he has this incredible realization that he's actually standing in the presence of two such people.

He smiles, a real smile, looking at the ground so he won't look like a completely desperate dork. Regardless, for the first time since he got here, he can feel the tension ease off of him, and it's wonderful. "Thanks. Both of you, just - thanks. I didn't have it as bad as some people. There's a lot of people worse off in the world. Still, sometimes, it's a lot to have to worry about all the time. So I'm glad that here, I only have to worry about my powers and not anything else."

Of course, with time the glow from this conversation will fade and he'll be back to worrying. But for right now, in this moment, he feels a kind of warmth and safety he hasn't had since he left Russia. The smile on his face doesn't feel like it'll go away any time soon, either.

"You are more than welcome, Ilya!" Dolemeck smiled, amazed at how much Ilya had relaxed. he no longer looked skittish to stressed, but genuinely happy and calm. "As Topher said, you are now amongst many friends. No one will judge you, and we will help you if you ask."

He then looked up at Topher.

"Hey! Why won't we all get something to eat? I am a bit famished from studying so much." He grinned a little. "We could show Ilya the kitchen, and perhaps grab a bite of that chicken pot pie Hana is making. When I passed by earlier, it smelled like heaven!"

The relaxation may be temporary, but it's still progress given how rarely he does it. Each little moment like this is a little step forward. "I don't judge others. It would be pretty hypocritical. So I guess I'm in the right place."

At the mention of food, his stomach growls, but he wonders to himself what chicken pot pie tastes like. Chicken was not something he got ahold of often in Russia given how far north he was. It's a curious thing, all these new foods and things to experience, and he hopes he doesn't stuff his face like he sometimes does. He tries to have manners, it's just that there's so many wonderful and new things out there sometimes he forgets himself. "Are we really allowed to just grab food whenever we want?"

"Aye, as long as we do not skip class to do so." He wondered if Ilya was unable to eat when he wanted, or even allowed certain foods because of how he was treated. He decided not to ask and instead wheeled his chair up to Ilya.

"And you can have snacks within reason, too! Sometimes I make a small chocolate cake, though I tend to give it away more often to friends than eat it me-self!" he chuckled. "I am told they are delicious, which is good. If you want, I could make you one after your meal. You, too, Topher."

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