Brooke Wyngarde | Red Rook (
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Fourth Time's Never the Charm
It took a couple of days after her disastrous meeting with Athos for Brooke to set one up with Rachel. For one thing, she'd needed to calm her nerves down a little bit - the meeting had truly been difficult and Brooke had never felt so off of her game in her entire life. For another, there had been the clean-up to consider. The turtle had left quite the hideous mess for Brooke - scorch marks included! - and it had been hard work for the brunette to clean all that up.
I'm never taking Sharona for granted again, Brooke mused as she knocked on the door of Rachel's office. Such a hearty constitution when it comes to hard manual labor like that.
She smoothed down the skirt of her dress and glanced again at the clutch she'd discovered while shopping that weekend. It was meant to look like the cover of one of Brooke's favourite books, L'Arrache-cœur. It was a French novel about a psychoanalyst who moved to a village where absurd things occurred. Not quite like the Institute, really, though thematically, it fits in some ways, she thought wryly.
She took a seat outside of the office, flashing back to many of the other meetings she'd had with Rachel here since her arrival at the Institute not so long ago. And really, who knows how this one will end?
I'm never taking Sharona for granted again, Brooke mused as she knocked on the door of Rachel's office. Such a hearty constitution when it comes to hard manual labor like that.
She smoothed down the skirt of her dress and glanced again at the clutch she'd discovered while shopping that weekend. It was meant to look like the cover of one of Brooke's favourite books, L'Arrache-cœur. It was a French novel about a psychoanalyst who moved to a village where absurd things occurred. Not quite like the Institute, really, though thematically, it fits in some ways, she thought wryly.
She took a seat outside of the office, flashing back to many of the other meetings she'd had with Rachel here since her arrival at the Institute not so long ago. And really, who knows how this one will end?
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She sighed. "I didn't use my powers to try and manipulate Pete into coming out, and I think at one point Athos suggested that the vibes I was giving out weren't the most friendly, so I did try to redirect my emotional quotient so he wasn't hit quite so hard by the me-ness of me." She sighed again. "But there were moments where I could feel his amusement in addition to Athos' Athosity. I couldn't draw him out, though. Athos was Pete-blocking me, I'm sure."
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"From conversations with Franklin about Pete, I have a hunch Pete can come out if he wants to. It has to be something he's really invested in. I also assume his manifestation was particularly rough on him. Particularly with how fast his family shoved him out the door to us." She settled back in her chair. "That he was amused by something is actually a good sign. It means he felt something other than constant fear."
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She crossed her arms and then uncrossed them. "The thing is, I'm actually kind of worried about him."
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"I'll have some tea here in about two minutes." Rachel had another cup added and Brooke's favorite added to the incoming tray.
She raised an eyebrow at Brooke's admission. That was... kind of a huge first for the brunette. "Can you elaborate?"
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Out loud, anyway.
"The layers he's surrounded himself in. All four of them. How much of it is truly protecting him, and how much of it is them keeping him repressed? It's a big world out there, Rachel, you know that. We may not be the largest part of it, but we're a part of it nonetheless. For him to hide in his shell like this - literally, figuratively, whatever - he won't adjust until he learns to trust us. And like I told Athos, no, I haven't experienced what Pete has. I'm from a family of wealthy, privileged mutants. My experience is a little different. A lot different. But I can still be someone that he can count on and rely on." She paused. "I'm starting to feel like a broken record, Rachel."
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Like the knock on her door. Rachel waved and the door opened. A student scooted in to set the tray on Rachel's desk. Then beat feet to get out of the office. Possibly to get away from Brooke more than the headmaster. Rachel waved her hand the other way and the door closed behind the student.
"How much do you think the turtles are separate entities from Pete's baseline personality? Or to put it another way, how much of a duality have you sensed from him?"
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"I've sensed both the turtles and him at the same time. He's lurking under there somewhere," she said. "I'm not sure where he ends and when they begin, though. Or how much of it is less subconscious than Pete's actually letting on." Not that she was accusing him of being some grand chessmaster with the four of the turtles, but there was the distinct possibility that whichever one came out was the direct result of whatever Pete was feeling just that moment.
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"Sensing both makes it better but also harder to work with. There was a fear he had dissociative identity disorder like David Haller. But those of us with mental powers can sense the duality, which is not present with Legion. But none of us can really talk to Pete with our powers if one of the turtles is prominent."
When the tea was poured, the pot settled back on Rachel's desk. "Milk or sugar?"
Having been in England for awhile with Excalibur, Rachel had developed a taste for milk in her tea.
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"Help me. Guide me. You have experience with this. I..." Brooke took in a very deep breath. "I don't. I might be a little out of my element here." Like a beauteous tropical fish in some terrible place like Snake River.
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"Experience with someone like Pete? Not really. He is a very unique case. But one of the things that will be important in dealing with him is not to rush it. Time and patience, Brooke. He's not going to work on anyone's timetable but his own." She picked up her own tea cup. "Hasty decisions on his own part and his biological family's have only deepened his problems."
She took a sip. "I also think he's aware is mutation is very unique among us. So, it could be a situation where his uncomfortableness is raised due to being 'a freak among freaks.'"
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She plucked the cup and saucer from the air and took a dainty little sip. She closed her eyes and savoured the flavour of the tea. It was perfect. She opened her eyes, considering Rachel's words. "Someone should tell him about Typhoid Mary," she said. "There's another mutant with different personalities, only she handled it badly." She took another sip before asking, "What would you suggest I do?"
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She gave the suggestion only the slightest consideration. "I think telling him about someone similar who handled it badly would hinder more than help. As for a course of action, you need to find a way to show him the good side of being a mutant. If he sees some sort of benefit it might help allay some of his fears."
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"I wasn't serious about Typhoid Mary," she added. "He'd become a hermit, and that's really only acceptable for crabs." Brooke looked down and gently toyed with the single bangle she was wearing. "Oh god. You're not suggesting a good old-fashioned X-Men baseball game, are you? Because I've seen pictures of A League of Their Own and those dresses were not flattering."
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The redhead took another sip of her tea and then tried hard not to snort it out her nose when Brooke mentioned baseball. She carefully set down her cup. "That came out of left field. But I wasn't suggesting a team building exercise. I was suggesting you figure out a way for him to see mutants in a less scary light."
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"Hello? He has me talking to him on a regular basis. If I'm not the purest essence of how fantastic it is being a mutant, I don't know what is."
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She sipped her tea rather than make her normal response to Brooke. She assumed the brunette was joking, but one couldn't tell sometimes. "I was thinking more along the lines of showing him mutant powers doing beneficial things. Which means with the adults on campus since their control of power is not likely to backfire on the idea."
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"Oh good. I'll invite Athos up here for hors d'oeuvres and mocktails one evening. We'll start with you." Hey, it was Rachel's idea, after all.
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"What beneficial thing would you like me to display that he hasn't seen before?"
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"I don't know. Maybe you can get all fiery on him and burn away whatever isn't working."
...that was the lesser of the evil comments, really. She pinched her nose. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean that. This is just stressful and at the rate this is going, I'm going to end up needing Botox before my twenty-eighth birthday."
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"Apology accepted. Pete is an extreme case so stress is warranted and even expected. But you can see the need he has for help even though he doesn't. Keep at it, Brooke. He might just need the familiarity. He doesn't live in a dorm with you nor are you one of his teachers he sees on a daily basis. That Athos is standing so firmly in the way could be a sign you're getting close."
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"If you think a school for teenagers who don't have control of their powers can't handle scorch marks, you've maybe forgotten where you are."
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Brooke set her cup and saucer down and stood up. She walked past Rachel to the window and looked out into the campus. "I'm used to having control. Being in control. This is too...wild-cardy for me."
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"Who's to say he's not traumatized by being abducted by Arcade? But we're not giving up on him." She took a breath. "This wild card craziness is pretty typical for X-Men. We can control ourselves, but the world will still come at us, our students, and those like Pete."
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She paled, though, at that bit about Arcade. "Arcade. That didn't even cross my mind," she said, eyes wide. "Which turtle was it that experienced that? Or was it Pete himself?" Either way, Pete would have been left a little traumatized. "Rachel, I need to know more about this incident."
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"He was the one kidnapped and knocked unconscious. He turned into Athos on waking. So, Athos was the turtle who went through Murderworld." That was what Rachel had managed to piece together from talking to the turtle, Franklin, Dani, and a very brief and rare appearance of Pete.
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Besides, the thought of it being all-powerful Franklin Richards who was knocked out...well, that amused Brooke.
"So he's being hyper-vigilant," she said. "I get it. I just wish...you know, it's not like I'm about to kidnap him or something." She paused. "He also believes that only reason I'm talking to them was because you asked me to. And maybe that was true, at first." Because it was. Brooke could own up to that. "But that's not the case anymore, and I don't know how to make him believe it without...forcing him to."
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"Otherwise, it's the dreaded it's going to take time answer."
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Or leave it up to chance and hope the fates smiled down on her.
Fingers crossed?
"I'll give that my best shot," she said. "Hopefully it works."
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"Even if it doesn't work right away, it'll help in the long run. Don't give up. You're doing a good job with all of them."
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Even when they were dead and in soup.
But this was...at some point down the line, Brooke had actually gotten invested in this. Why, she couldn't really say. He was, after all, outside of her social sphere.
In as much as that was true, though, Brooke was also starting to realize that in some way, the turtle was part of one of her social spheres - the mutant one.
If she was ever going to be someone that the mutants could look up to, she was going to need to start helping those in need.
"Thank you," she said, finally. "For that last little...thanks." She smiled at Rachel. "I needed to hear that."
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