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Training Day
Dolemeck was a bit excited about today. He would finally start training in the Danger room with his telekinetic powers. Not just that, but he would also be training with Ilya. Since his arrival, the two formed a unique bond which enabled them both to open about their lives and problems. This made Dolemeck less anxious around the mansion and in class. He was coming off as more relaxed and mature.
The two only worried that Headmistress Ramsey would say something about their closeness. It hung over their heads as they entered the Danger Room. Dolemeck allowed Ilya to wheel him in, and both young men were dressed in their training uniforms (which Dolemeck hated his with a passion). Giving Rachel a salute, Dolemeck smiled as they arrived.
"Dolemeck Night, reporting for training, Headmistress Ramsey!" He sounded more cheerful and care-free than ever. All of this, despite the worry he felt inside.
The two only worried that Headmistress Ramsey would say something about their closeness. It hung over their heads as they entered the Danger Room. Dolemeck allowed Ilya to wheel him in, and both young men were dressed in their training uniforms (which Dolemeck hated his with a passion). Giving Rachel a salute, Dolemeck smiled as they arrived.
"Dolemeck Night, reporting for training, Headmistress Ramsey!" He sounded more cheerful and care-free than ever. All of this, despite the worry he felt inside.
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"Thank you for assisting him in, Mr. Gavrilov," she spoke in a calm, measured tone. "You may wait in the hallway outside for your session following this one."
She looked directly at the dark-haired Brit. "Come forward, Mr. Night."
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"I would like to observe his session, ma'am. If that's okay by you - I would just like to know what these things entail so I don't do something excessive or dangerous during my own session."
So far he didn't see anything he could throw wildly, but he remembered well yanking chunks out of the wall in a panic in the mines. Ilya wasn't sure if this was honestly a safe idea for him and wanted a look at what was involved.
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"We do not have to salute Headmistress Ramsey, Ilya. I was just being a bit of an imp. Relax." He then turned to Rachel, looking a bit confused as to why their sessions were going to be one on one, today. But if that is what she planned, he could not go against it now, could he?
He tried his best to remain relaxed. He heard tales of the training room, and it made him somewhat intimidated in a way. What if something went wrong? What if he failed? Do you get booted out of school for failing to be a mutant?
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"No, you'll need to wait for your session. I need to assess what you know of your own powers so I can figure out what training routine to put together. Furthermore, Dolemeck's telekinesis is at a different level so training for him will be different than yours. As I explained when you arrived, the caution for what if any danger your powers possess will be my concern and mine alone in your training session. Now, please step outside and wait."
She looked back at Dolemeck and quirked an eyebrow. She could easily pick up his thoughts. "Power training sessions that are not part of classes are always one-on-one. And you cannot fail being a mutant. You are a mutant, that's a fact of genetics."
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Still, he bites his lip hard enough to draw blood as he steps outside, and he leans against the wall by the door, telepathically listening in. He's terrible at transmitting any messages but he can pick things up well enough. And he really doesn't want anything bad to happen to the nicest person he's met since he's gotten here.
It crosses his mind he could blow the doors off their hinges if something went awry, and that's kind of comforting until he realizes it means he'd be endangering Dolemeck, too. Why, he wonders, is he so explosive with his powers? A grimmer thought crosses his mind: maybe that is why he's not allowed to watch in-person. No telling what the dumb-muscle Chukchi could do in close quarters. That was what she really meant when she said 'caution' and 'dangers', that he was a bomb with a lit fuse being thrown into the fray.
Thankfully he doesn't have any self-esteem left or that would hurt. He doesn't, so he just sighs and focuses on listening in.
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~It is okay, Ilya. I promise, things will be okay. We will finish up our lessons and go back to working on that quilt after this, okay? Just you and me. ~
Dolemeck then looked up at Rachel, he was a bit wide eyed and nervous, himself. Despite being told that he could not fail for being a mutant, it was still scary to work on his powers before someone like Rachel Ramsey.
~Everything will be okay...~
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Then she telepathically blocked off the room to the students. Considering Dolemeck's telekinetic strength level, she could be slightly distracted using her telepathy and be in no danger. She was in no danger to begin with considering the safeties engaged whenever there was a student in the Danger Room. Stronger telepaths like Emma, Betsy, or Monet could still get through and contact Rachel, but the redhead was not allowing any student to interrupt this session or the one following.
"Danger Room, begin program DN-001." Silvery boxes rose out of the floor around her. The separated from the floor and settled back on the floor. "These are all different weights. Pick a box up, hold it up for thirty seconds, and then gently set it back down. Then move onto the next. Start with the smallest one and work your way up."
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The first box was easy to lift, and gently put down after 30 seconds. The second was a bit heavier and somewhat of a struggle for him. He could not place it back in the same exact position as it was in. The third? It felt near impossible to lift!
Dolemeck was determined though. He desperately wanted to be stronger... he wanted to be able to be more helpful around the mansion and not so weak. He kept forcing himself to try and lift that last block up, getting it an inch off the ground before he began to develop a nosebleed.
His head was hurting, badly... but he managed to get it another two inches in the air. The box was shaking violently, and his nose bleed was getting worse, along with the pain in his head. He was pushing himself far too hard, but was too stubborn to stop.
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And then, he can't even force his way into sensing anything. It never felt that way, even in the wilderness - there was always an animal, a bug, something to pick up on the radar.
Except in the ice. But he was unconscious then. He leans against the wall and slowly slides down to sit against it for the remainder of the session, repeating that to himself. I was unconscious in the ice. I was asleep. I was asleep. Nothing happened. I was asleep. He doesn't question why this is comforting to him.
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"Dolemeck, stop." She gave him a chance to stop on his own. Before she would reach in with her telepathy to momentarily shut off his telekinesis if he did not comply. Keeping up the telepathic barrier and doing that would not tax her abilities any.
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"Why... why could I not?" He asked himself, failing to realize he had a nose bleed. "Headmistress Ramsey?"
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"Because it's heavy, Mr. Night. It confirms my assumption. Your telekinesis is built for finesse and not power. You don't use your powers enough properly to build it up. You could be walking around under the power of your own mind if you worked at it, but instead you throw yourself into personal crisis after personal crisis so you don't have to think about it." She quirked an eyebrow.
"If you expect danger and excitement in your Danger Room training sessions, you'll be disappointed until your power level increases. Especially as you push yourself too far with over-sized expectations and likely hinder your power from growing."
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"I was not expecting excitement. I was hoping by now I could lift something that heavy." He sounded a bit funny because of his nose.
Rachel's words hit a nerve in him, partly because they were somewhat true. He moved his head back to it's normal position and closed his eyes tightly. The boxes started to shake, and then they went flying, slamming into the back wall of the danger room. He had telekineticly pushed them away.
"I... am sorry." He managed to speak, sounding like there was something stuffed up his nose as he continued to wait for the nosebleed to stop. "Headmistress Ramsey, it is easier to pick up light objects. Objects I can hold in my hand, manipulate on my own. Things I know how they feel... I cannot remember how my legs feel, anymore. With the leg braces, there was a slight numbness and I could feel the leg braces. Now? It is like they are there, but they are not at the same time."
He gave out a sigh, finally moving his head back into a more normal position.
"I am frightened that if I try and manipulate my legs with my powers that I could hurt me-self without even knowing it. And then what? I would be scolded for trying too hard, and ending back up in the infirmary, right?"
He lifted the handkerchief off his nose, hoping the bleeding had stopped by now. It was less than what it was, but it was still there. He placed the cloth back up to his nose, unusual green eyes looking up at Rachel.
"My powers are used to help me everyday. I take advantage of them so I do not have to ask people for help with small things and have SOME small fragment of independence left. Ilya chides me on it, saying I am doing this too much, to the point I am exhausted at the end of the day. I am over-using them, Headmistress Ramsey. I need to find a balance."
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"Every day things are not strength building. Building your powers up takes time and not giving yourself an aneurysm lifting something greater than your current level. Telekinetic manipulation is also not feeling an object, it's moving an object." To demonstrate, she moved the metal boxes back to their original positions. She pointed at one of the boxes. "If anyone else but myself had been in this room with that stunt you just pulled, they could have been hurt. This isn't about uncontrollable or even weak powers. This is about you acting without thinking. And as often as you've ended up in the infirmary, it's quite clear you are not learning from your mistakes. You are a clear and present hazard to yourself and others.
"You need to do more than find a balance with your powers. Effective immediately, you are on probation. Further solutions will pend once I have a meeting with your teachers. Danger Room: End Program DN-001."
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"You will not use your powers without a faculty or staff member present. You will be given extra classes, regular meetings with one or more faculty members of my choosing, and have to write a term paper on safe and ethical use of mutant powers. You will be given extra chores. You will be restricted to campus with the only exception being going to your support groups. To which you will go immediately to them and return to campus immediately once they are finished. You will also have an on-campus curfew; you are to be in your dorm room at 11 PM unless otherwise given permission."
She paused to let those sink in but she wasn't done. "You will not have access to the pool, the Danger Room, or the lake until such time as we can be convinced you consider the consequences of your actions before doing them. All that, Mr. Night, and if you cause harm to yourself or anyone else at Xavier's, you will be expelled. Is that understood?"
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"But I know not to go swimming by me-self or without a floatation device, now! I know it is not possible for me to do so, and that if I try I could drowned!"
He liked living and NOT being in the infirmary. He had someone to live for, someone special. Someone that if he got hurt, would hurt worse. So he was trying to be extra careful with his powers and taking care of himself.
Now, he and that someone special could not have picnics by the lake until further notice. He had to be in his dorm by eleven, no powers without staff around...
"This... is not fair! How am I to dress myself or take care of things if I am not allowed to use my powers without anyone around!?"
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"Plenty of people with similar medical conditions manage to get dressed by themselves without the aid of telekinesis. Our former headmaster and namesake of this school prominent among them."
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He felt like all the small bits of control he had were slipping away. He now had more homework, more classes, more chores... and no doubt without his powers. It felt overwhelming, even a little frightening. Okay, a lot frightening.
"It's too much..."
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"Your training session is over. Send Ilya in."
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"It's your turn, Ilya." He tried to sound cheerful and happy. It was better than sounding hurt, exhausted, and scared. There was now some dried blood on his nose, as the handkerchief was removed and just clutched in his hand. "I will wait for you right here."
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He goes into the Danger Room, not sure what to do or what to expect. His eyes stay on the Headmistress, nervous, expecting something to suddenly happen that he'd have to react to. Ilya can't help worrying about Dolemeck. Should they really be pushing someone to the point they bleed? Is he okay? His pride is a delicate thing and Ilya doesn't know how to play 'supportive best bud' when he's never had a friend before.
Then it hits Ilya that he might fail and lose the only real connection he's made here or has in this century, and his focus grows laser-sharp. He will bring down the walls if he has to just to prove he's worthy of a spot here.
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"Welcome, Mr. Gavrilov," she said only after the Danger Room doors shut behind him. "Ready to do your power assessment?"
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"Yes ma'am." And then, because he's Ilya and he's ever the people-pleaser, he adds, "Um, if it's okay with you."
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"Come forward." She motioned at him with a roll of her fingertips. "Danger Room: begin assessment IG-01."
In response, a large, flat panel rose out of the floor beside her. It slid up soundlessly until it was as tall as her. It appeared to be made of the same material as the walls of the room only more reflective.
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Whoops. Missed this ping in my inbox.
It happens to all of us.
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