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Training Day
Dolemeck was a bit excited about today. He would finally start training in the Danger room with his telekinetic powers. Not just that, but he would also be training with Ilya. Since his arrival, the two formed a unique bond which enabled them both to open about their lives and problems. This made Dolemeck less anxious around the mansion and in class. He was coming off as more relaxed and mature.
The two only worried that Headmistress Ramsey would say something about their closeness. It hung over their heads as they entered the Danger Room. Dolemeck allowed Ilya to wheel him in, and both young men were dressed in their training uniforms (which Dolemeck hated his with a passion). Giving Rachel a salute, Dolemeck smiled as they arrived.
"Dolemeck Night, reporting for training, Headmistress Ramsey!" He sounded more cheerful and care-free than ever. All of this, despite the worry he felt inside.
The two only worried that Headmistress Ramsey would say something about their closeness. It hung over their heads as they entered the Danger Room. Dolemeck allowed Ilya to wheel him in, and both young men were dressed in their training uniforms (which Dolemeck hated his with a passion). Giving Rachel a salute, Dolemeck smiled as they arrived.
"Dolemeck Night, reporting for training, Headmistress Ramsey!" He sounded more cheerful and care-free than ever. All of this, despite the worry he felt inside.
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"Why... why could I not?" He asked himself, failing to realize he had a nose bleed. "Headmistress Ramsey?"
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"Because it's heavy, Mr. Night. It confirms my assumption. Your telekinesis is built for finesse and not power. You don't use your powers enough properly to build it up. You could be walking around under the power of your own mind if you worked at it, but instead you throw yourself into personal crisis after personal crisis so you don't have to think about it." She quirked an eyebrow.
"If you expect danger and excitement in your Danger Room training sessions, you'll be disappointed until your power level increases. Especially as you push yourself too far with over-sized expectations and likely hinder your power from growing."
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"I was not expecting excitement. I was hoping by now I could lift something that heavy." He sounded a bit funny because of his nose.
Rachel's words hit a nerve in him, partly because they were somewhat true. He moved his head back to it's normal position and closed his eyes tightly. The boxes started to shake, and then they went flying, slamming into the back wall of the danger room. He had telekineticly pushed them away.
"I... am sorry." He managed to speak, sounding like there was something stuffed up his nose as he continued to wait for the nosebleed to stop. "Headmistress Ramsey, it is easier to pick up light objects. Objects I can hold in my hand, manipulate on my own. Things I know how they feel... I cannot remember how my legs feel, anymore. With the leg braces, there was a slight numbness and I could feel the leg braces. Now? It is like they are there, but they are not at the same time."
He gave out a sigh, finally moving his head back into a more normal position.
"I am frightened that if I try and manipulate my legs with my powers that I could hurt me-self without even knowing it. And then what? I would be scolded for trying too hard, and ending back up in the infirmary, right?"
He lifted the handkerchief off his nose, hoping the bleeding had stopped by now. It was less than what it was, but it was still there. He placed the cloth back up to his nose, unusual green eyes looking up at Rachel.
"My powers are used to help me everyday. I take advantage of them so I do not have to ask people for help with small things and have SOME small fragment of independence left. Ilya chides me on it, saying I am doing this too much, to the point I am exhausted at the end of the day. I am over-using them, Headmistress Ramsey. I need to find a balance."
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"Every day things are not strength building. Building your powers up takes time and not giving yourself an aneurysm lifting something greater than your current level. Telekinetic manipulation is also not feeling an object, it's moving an object." To demonstrate, she moved the metal boxes back to their original positions. She pointed at one of the boxes. "If anyone else but myself had been in this room with that stunt you just pulled, they could have been hurt. This isn't about uncontrollable or even weak powers. This is about you acting without thinking. And as often as you've ended up in the infirmary, it's quite clear you are not learning from your mistakes. You are a clear and present hazard to yourself and others.
"You need to do more than find a balance with your powers. Effective immediately, you are on probation. Further solutions will pend once I have a meeting with your teachers. Danger Room: End Program DN-001."
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"You will not use your powers without a faculty or staff member present. You will be given extra classes, regular meetings with one or more faculty members of my choosing, and have to write a term paper on safe and ethical use of mutant powers. You will be given extra chores. You will be restricted to campus with the only exception being going to your support groups. To which you will go immediately to them and return to campus immediately once they are finished. You will also have an on-campus curfew; you are to be in your dorm room at 11 PM unless otherwise given permission."
She paused to let those sink in but she wasn't done. "You will not have access to the pool, the Danger Room, or the lake until such time as we can be convinced you consider the consequences of your actions before doing them. All that, Mr. Night, and if you cause harm to yourself or anyone else at Xavier's, you will be expelled. Is that understood?"
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"But I know not to go swimming by me-self or without a floatation device, now! I know it is not possible for me to do so, and that if I try I could drowned!"
He liked living and NOT being in the infirmary. He had someone to live for, someone special. Someone that if he got hurt, would hurt worse. So he was trying to be extra careful with his powers and taking care of himself.
Now, he and that someone special could not have picnics by the lake until further notice. He had to be in his dorm by eleven, no powers without staff around...
"This... is not fair! How am I to dress myself or take care of things if I am not allowed to use my powers without anyone around!?"
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"Plenty of people with similar medical conditions manage to get dressed by themselves without the aid of telekinesis. Our former headmaster and namesake of this school prominent among them."
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He felt like all the small bits of control he had were slipping away. He now had more homework, more classes, more chores... and no doubt without his powers. It felt overwhelming, even a little frightening. Okay, a lot frightening.
"It's too much..."
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"Your training session is over. Send Ilya in."
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"It's your turn, Ilya." He tried to sound cheerful and happy. It was better than sounding hurt, exhausted, and scared. There was now some dried blood on his nose, as the handkerchief was removed and just clutched in his hand. "I will wait for you right here."
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He goes into the Danger Room, not sure what to do or what to expect. His eyes stay on the Headmistress, nervous, expecting something to suddenly happen that he'd have to react to. Ilya can't help worrying about Dolemeck. Should they really be pushing someone to the point they bleed? Is he okay? His pride is a delicate thing and Ilya doesn't know how to play 'supportive best bud' when he's never had a friend before.
Then it hits Ilya that he might fail and lose the only real connection he's made here or has in this century, and his focus grows laser-sharp. He will bring down the walls if he has to just to prove he's worthy of a spot here.
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"Welcome, Mr. Gavrilov," she said only after the Danger Room doors shut behind him. "Ready to do your power assessment?"
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"Yes ma'am." And then, because he's Ilya and he's ever the people-pleaser, he adds, "Um, if it's okay with you."
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"Come forward." She motioned at him with a roll of her fingertips. "Danger Room: begin assessment IG-01."
In response, a large, flat panel rose out of the floor beside her. It slid up soundlessly until it was as tall as her. It appeared to be made of the same material as the walls of the room only more reflective.
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"Use your telekinesis to push against that as hard as you can. It will give me an idea of the strength level of your powers. When you've pushed your hardest, stop."
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Well, it doesn't actually weigh that much by his ludicrous standards - since he was always expected to push 600lb mine carts three or four times a day, what should probably be a really hard test isn't that bad. He pushes against it with as much energy as he can - away from the Headmistress, thanks, he really likes her and doesn't want to hurt her - and it creaked loudly since it was embedded in the floor to a degree before, with a snap, breaking at the bottom and flying off clear across the room until it hit a wall.
The thud was fairly loud. Ilya immediately turned to her to start apologizing. "I am so, so sorry I broke that. I mean it. I didn't - I - I've never worked with that kind of material before - please, please don't throw me out?" It's more of an embarrassed plea than anything else, and all the self doubt pours in: stupid Chukchi, stupid brainless muscle, destructive idiot, better off in a gulag where he couldn't hurt anyone...
Oh, crap, did she hear any of that?
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"Mr. Gavrilov," she started before she paused. She took a breath to let the day's earlier irritation go. "Ilya, this is a test in the Danger Room. Things will break. I prefer them to be the parts of the test rather than you."
She waved her hand toward the broken panel. It pressed more firmly into the floor and melted back into it. The censors located around the room would give her feedback later on how hard this young man had pushed. "You are not now nor have you ever been stupid. Naive and eager to please, certainly. But not unintelligent. You are no more destructive than I am."
She heard most of Ilya's thoughts. He had not quite gone through the telepathic discipline to shield them properly. Another thing to add to his curriculum particularly as he was a telepath. She reached into a pocket and pulled out a quarter. She flipped it on the ground where it hit with a metallic plink and a roll before settling a foot or so away from them. "Now, pick that coin up with your powers."
She put up telekinetic shields around herself to protect from any backlash.
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Ilya took a deep breath and tried to pick the coin up. Instead, a chunk of metal from the floor around it, as well as the coin itself, rocketed upward and hit the ceiling. He managed to keep everything but the coin from hitting the ground, because he'd blocked rocks from unstable mines before, but the coin was too light, and hit the floor anyway. After a moment, everything else shattered into tiny pieces and exploded everywhere, unable to stay airborne with that much outside pressure pushing on it. The metal glinted in the light as tiny shards rained down.
For a moment something flashed through his head, glinting light like this, and the sudden sensation of being freezing cold hit him, as it so often did. He blinked, dazed, and then came back to himself as he realized he'd failed the test completely.
"...can I try again? I can do better, I promise!" Please don't kick him out, he had two whole conversations yesterday that didn't involve SHIELD or the government, he can't go back to how things were!
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"These tests are not pass/fail." She had to coin float to her hand. It landed on the pad of her forefinger. The coin raised up on edge and spun slowly on her finger. "It's to see what you can do, so the education you get on using your powers is tailored to you."
She flipped the spinning coin to the floor. She let it roll a foot away from her and knocked it over. "Again."
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Again, the sensation of being cold and a vague memory of metal goes through him, and this time he can't suppress a shudder, rubbing his arms to chase out a chill more psychological than physical. He wishes he was in his usual layers of clothing that kept him overheated. He needs it.
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"I've got a fair idea on that aspect." She put the coin back into her pocket. She waved her hand to put all the debris back in place while Ilya shudders. She kept watch on him out of the corner of her eye as she waved and the floor solidified once again.
"Ready for another test?" she asked as she turned to the student.
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He keeps rubbing at his arms, absentmindedly. "I'm sorry I keep making such a mess, ma'am. I'm trying my best."
If only his best was less... well, destructive. And this, he noted, is why he would never ever use his powers with other people anywhere around.
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"While standing here, push this around the room as far and as much as possible."
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Whoops. Missed this ping in my inbox.
It happens to all of us.
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